Realization

Date: 1/18/2020

I had a dream like a morning or 2 ago. My gf and I broke up and it was toxic af. So the dream was about her which was weird cause I haven’t dreamt about her in awhile. But, what I remember is she killed herself in the dream. I had something of hers still and she wanted it back so I went to her house to give it. I walked into her room and she was on the ground w her wrists cut open. I remember it was so realistic I thought it was real. Also, her mom came home and she was blaming me for what my ex did. I just remember repeatedly thinking in the dream “she’s permanently gone”. I woke up cause my dad came in to tell me I overslept for school. I think the meaning of this dream is that in a way she’s “dead to me” that sounds dramatic but I mean like I finally learned to not give a fuck.