Ashes, Death, and Cancer

Date: 6/11/2018

I dreamt that I was trying to find my friend's (mother's) ashes. She dyed recently and I didn't get to make it to her service. I couldn't find her ashes. I looked all around town, and called different funeral places. But, had no luck. While I was searching, I saw my friend standing behind a podium sharing memories of her mother with a few people. She has a very small bit of her mother's ashes in her hand, and let go of them when the wind blew. I felt better knowing that the ashes belonged to her now and continued on my way. I saw my friend Taylor roaming the streets by herself. She was skinny, pale, and sickly. (In real life she's addicted right now, to deal with the death of her dad). In the dream she cried about living with cancer. She could hardly walk because she was so weak. I found some notes that she wrote on the back of some torn magazines. Two said her cancer stopped growing, and the other said it was still there.