Keegan haunting my dreams

Date: 1/30/2023

Dreamt that I was back in high school but it was senior year so I didn’t care that much about classes. I was bussing to school and Keegan was with me. We were waiting for the D line just before the bridge. Abby Larkin was there at one point Then later I was in Ballard and Keegan was still there. I dont think in my dream we were the same age tho I think he was still older than me. We were sitting together at a table in the hallway when they announced over the speaker that all students would be spending the day in the gym for some reason. All the students started filing past us in the hall on the way to the gym but it wasn’t just high schoolers - there were elementary aged kids as well whic meant kids from work kept passing us. Specifically I remember Charlie Patterson went past and gave us the side eye so we really quickly stopped holding hands Later we were sitting together at a long table in the gym. We had a big comforter tho and somehow without raising suspicion were laying under it together at our seats. Keegan was basically spooning me but then he started touching me more and more and it was super risky ‘cause someone could see but it definitely felt nice. Although a couple times I whispered “stop” to him but he didn’t and I didn’t really want him to stop Then later I was hosting my birthday party in an Airbnb. It was a super nice apartment. Everyone I knew was there/showing up - high school friends, college friends, people from Denmark, my family, everyone. I think I drank waaaaay too much but I had a lot of fun Last but not least had a short little dream where Keegan fucked the shit out of me and holy shit it was so good :-)

AI generated interpretation Based on your dream, it appears that Keegan is a prominent figure in your subconscious mind. The fact that he is haunting your dreams suggests that you are preoccupied with him for some reason, and that he is symbolic of something significant in your waking life. The high school setting in your dream may represent a desire to revisit the past or a desire to go back in time. As you mentioned, it was senior year, so you didn't care too much about classes, which could suggest a feeling of apathy or disinterest in your current endeavors. The fact that Keegan was with you on the bus and later in Ballard indicates that he may be associated with this feeling in some way. The gym portion of the dream could represent a feeling of being confined or restricted. The presence of younger children passing by, including Charlie Patterson, who you mentioned specifically, suggests a fear of judgment or exposure due to your actions. This fear is further reinforced by the fact that you and Keegan had to stop holding hands when you were passed by someone you knew. The birthday party section of the dream may represent a desire for celebration and enjoyment in your life. However, the fact that you drank too much could suggest a tendency to overindulge or lose control. Finally, the sexual encounter with Keegan may symbolize a hidden desire or attraction to him. However, the fact that you whispered "stop" to him but didn't really want him to stop could indicate conflicting feelings or a fear of vulnerability. Overall, your dream suggests that you may be struggling with feelings of apathy or disinterest, a fear of judgment or exposure, a desire for enjoyment, and conflicting emotions towards Keegan or someone similar in your waking life.