Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 2/7/2019
By blucanary
I was at my Gma's house. I was standing outside facing the house and saw the biggest cockroach I've ever seen in my life crawling up towards the roof (also, it had a tail, so... A little odd, but whatevs). I yelled, "OH MY GAWD HURRY UP COME LOOK AT THIS THING IT'S HUGE!!" My brother saw it and was just as shocked at it's size as I was (abt the size of an average adult hand....or the size of a small bird🐦!) My sister came out to look as well and as she came out it started flying at me. I kept ducking and it wd fly into the nearby trees. At one point it flew into the trees and hung by it's legs like a bat next to a couple cute little birdies. I was thinking, "Damn it, I hope that fu**er doesnt come after me AGAIN! WTH is his deal with me?!" And as I finish my thought he of course flies after me again. This time I slide like some baseball player sliding into home base or something to prevent from getting hit by this nasty thing. I landed beneath a tree right next an EXTREMELY low hanging branch. There's some birds on the branch, and some feathers clumped together in one spot. They're cream colored and blue (not together - some were cream colored, some were blue). I found the cream colored ones so beautiful. I went to grab them from the branch while trying not to disturb the cream colored bird they obviously came from while doing so. I hoped I wasnt breaking a nest it had just started to make. It allowed me to take them though w no fuss, so. I went inside to find my Gma (who died a few yrs ago irl) to give her these feathers bc she loves birds! I showed everyone what I had found (my whole family was there; siblings, aunts, Mother, etc) Finally I found my Gma in the back small bedroom filled w other family members. She was busy hanging a picture or something like that and everyone was trying to talk to her so I had to force my way in between everyone. I made my way to her and said "I have something for you Gma!" I actually had two things. The feathers and then a few branches painted red w little leaves all over them (also red) and then covered in a light spray of red glitter. It seems there were a few of another color as well but Im not sure what. Dark blue maybe?! Either way, they were actually very pretty. As I was abt to hand them to my Gma, my aunt sitting on the bed behind me says, "I havent seen those! Let me see!" and my sister says, "Let her see them, Summer!" I reply, "I'm abt to give them to Gma, she can see them afterward!" But then I say "Just..here. I'll give Gma the feathers first but please hurry up". After that I remember being in that same room but it's all cleared out now except for some kid/boy lying on the bed and some other guy (an older brother maybe...a young uncle to this kid, Im not sure) and he's pulling stuff out of a big bag (like Santa's bag). The only thing I remember is a very large black box. It looks kinda like a large speaker, but it actually has holographic pictures inside of it that change. I thought to myself that it was cool. I'd like to have one. Then I thought, "I wonder how many rich parents buy this for their children on Christmas Day, the child not even really wanting it, just for the sake of having yet another large box to unwrap, another present to add to their collection." And that was it.
AI generated interpretation In your dream, the presence of the huge cockroach and bird feathers may symbolize different aspects of yourself or your life. The cockroach, being a common symbol in dreams, often represents feelings of disgust, unease, or fear. It can also indicate a need to confront and address something in your life that you find repulsive or challenging. The size of the cockroach in your dream could suggest that these feelings are magnified or overwhelming. The imagery of the cockroach flying and pursuing you may symbolize a sense of threat or intrusion in your waking life. This could indicate that you are feeling pursued by something that causes you anxiety or fear, and you are trying to avoid confronting it directly. The feeling of being chased and having to slide to avoid being hit could reflect a sense of vulnerability or avoidance in dealing with difficult situations or emotions. On the other hand, the bird feathers in your dream could represent beauty, freedom, or spirituality. The cream and blue colors of the feathers may suggest a sense of peace or harmony that you find appealing. Your desire to take care not to disturb the bird they came from may reflect your respect for nature and your desire to preserve beauty in the world around you. The act of giving the feathers and painted branches to your deceased grandmother may symbolize a desire to honor her memory and share something beautiful with her. Your family members in the dream could represent different aspects of yourself or your relationships with others, and the interaction with them may reflect your desire for connection or validation. The image of the holographic pictures in a large black box being unpacked by the boy and older brother could symbolize curiosity, exploration, or the discovery of hidden truths. The contrast between the beauty of the feathers and branches and the novelty of the holographic box may suggest a balancing of practicality and imagination in your waking life. Overall, the dream may be reflecting a range of emotions and experiences, from feelings of fear and avoidance to the search for beauty and connection. It could be a reflection of your subconscious thoughts and feelings about your past, present, and future, as well as your desires for fulfillment and growth in different areas of your life.