Old memories

Date: 10/12/2025

Stephan and I are moving, and we’ve hurriedly moved out of one place. I find a note from Mary’s friend Crystal, and she’s explaining how she and a few other people found my dog that got out. She called him Tracker, but it was my dog Kojo that I had with Chris a long time ago. At first I was excited as I was racing her note but as the letter went on she told me how there was something really wrong with his balls, and they took him to the vet and he had to be put down. The letter ended with “Your dog is dead”. I was sad, and felt guilty for even forgetting about him in the first place. I told Stephan about it and he didn’t seem to care. There was a party up on top of a hill, surrounded by water. Lots of people were really drunk. Stephan and I were no longer together but he kept initiating sex with me, and I was surprised each time. He told me something along the lines of how I better not betray him. The dream had lots of secrets, lots of water. At one point I think my brother and I were at a river, and Jonni was there too.