Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 11/2/2024
By leusid
I was hanging out with a bunch of people that I think were maybe supposed to be Blix's family and/or friends, but I don't think I recognized any of them. I looked out the window into the neighbors' house and saw someone dressed as one of those fake bronze (or whatev?) statues that usually people dress as to pretend to be actual statues but then suddenly move and people are surprised and hopefully give them money I guess lol... But in this case, the statue person was in the neighbors' house on the counter crawling around like a horror movie monster and coming after someone. I decided that this was a performance for the pursued person's birthday, and was trying to get Blix to look but she told me she was too focused on making food. Then eventually I realized that the demon statue performer was actually just a baby crawling around lol and I was like "oh it's just a baby lol". The place I was in was full of these people I mentioned earlier and so many of them were cooking something or other. I think it was like a potluck or something, I ended up getting a plate with a ton of different food and eating a bunch of stuff. Also apparently these people were shapeshifters? I can't remember if I knew that before this, but once my grandma showed up I was like oh yeah, someone shape shifted into my grandma and idk who it is. She looked at me and said all kinds of sweet loving grandma stuff that I don't know if my actual grandma would have actually said lol (I mean she was nice and fun and stuff, but I think at least a certain level of emotional shutoffness runs in the family, my mom definitely has major blocks at least). But yeah this surprisingly made me start crying, and I leaned over to my fake grandma and she leaned into me and was like hugging me and offering me comfort and I was just crying. I couldn't stop for a while. It wasn't like deep uncontrollable sobs, just a good lil cry. Then for some reason I got up to do something and shortly thereafter I saw a person and somehow knew they were the one who had them shapeshifted into my grandma, and I pretended I didn't see them :/ There was also weird stuff with me dropping food or accidentally mixing it with each other, and also this dude was picking up pistachio shells off the floor with his mouth and spitting them back into the bag, and I was like "you're doing that with you're mouth??" then noticed and said "oh it's a different bag." Then he and I almost in unison said "[you,I] should've had more faith in [me,you]." and laughed. Also at one point Estelle wanted to ask me a question and I was like one sec I'm almost done with this piece of food and then I was done and was like what's up and she asked me something about videogames that I didn't know the answer to, for some reason I feel like it was about old-school first person shooters and possibly even asking me if I'd made one? Either way I feel like I should have known the answer lol.