Arguing

Date: 12/12/2017

So I think my brain is starting to transition from my break up, and I’m finally admitting things that I didn’t want to before about the broken relationship. So Axl came up to me in my dream and tried to strike up a conversation. He wanted something from me but was trying to be flirty, he mentions something about a girl he is sleeping with (like he was bragging) and I cut him off mid sentence. I kind of make a scene but it felt good, I called him on his bullshit for always trying to manipulate me and other people, I said he is a heartless narcissist and that he needs to grow up, and out of his fantasy land where he thinks he can do steroids and drugs without getting caught again. I said some other stuff standing up for my self, and he said “you’re right”, and sulked off. I felt a twinge of sadness because I still hate seeing him throw his life away, but I’m glad I got my anger off my chest in my dream...it was a bit of relief since I’ve been wanting to say it for a long time now.