I quit!

Date: 5/6/2022

I dreamed I was in the fire escape at my old neighborhood apartment. I look up and see a dark figure a case of stairs above me. The figure looks familiar. I yell at it! Then storm up the stairs to confront it. This was my idea of conquering whatever fear I had towards it. Just charging it full on. Turns out it was my old colleague and current coworker “Sam” Side note Sam has been out of work for a month with no pay due to a failed drug test. Anyways the moment I touch The dark figure it turns into Sam. We talk for a bit about when he’s coming back to work. Then the dream changes. I’m in my childhood bedroom. Across from me is my little foster brother Tray. For whatever reason we start playing one of those hand games like slide. But I remember his hand being deformed like he has extra fingers. Fast forward: now I’m in the kitchen and something is cooking on the oven. And my higher ups are there. And I’m talking about Sam and how they put him off work for a month with no pay. I’m pissed about. So much, that I toss whatever is cooking on the oven to the ground. And I yell I quit. And my immediate feelings are “shit I just quit my job. Now I don’t have insurance. And I scheduled an appointment to get my wisdom teeth removed next week.” So dream me is thinking about how I’m going to pay for that surgery. I wake up with those thoughts. Thoughts of wanting to quit my miserable job. Looks like my work is a reoccurring theme in my dreams. Also my childhood neighborhood is a reoccurring theme. So I’ll use this to try to gain lucidity