Car wreck

Date: 11/17/2021

So I've always loved my best friend Catherine. At one point (in real life) we actually dated. We are good friends now but I still have mixed feelings. In my dream we are at lunch and she tells me she loves me. I get my hopes up and she says she seems me like a mother figure and that I take care of her because she doesn't have a loving mom. (keep in mind we are the same age). I don't say anything out of that besides that I love her as a friend and I'll always be there for her. Anyway, in the dream apparently she races cars. I'm at the race track to watch her. She starts driving and the course is pretty wild. Her and the other racer take this ramp that had a steep curve and they crash into each other and the cars go flying at high speeds off the ramp and crashing into the ground. I remember screaming knowing she was dead. Their bodies must had been obliterated. I'm in a back waiting room where the family or friends watch the race and everyone is freaking out. I want to go see the body but they won't let me go. They said there was nothing left. She doesn't have parents so I was the only support system for her. The dream ends with me trying to see her one more time. Someone coldly says to me her body was like soup now due to the force of the impact. I woke up really upset. It was a horrible dream

AI generated interpretation The dream you had is quite powerful and emotionally intense, reflecting the deep and complex feelings you have towards your best friend, Catherine. The car wreck in the dream could symbolize a sense of loss, fear of losing someone dear to you, or a feeling of powerlessness in a situation where you can't protect or save someone you care about. Catherine's confession of love in the dream followed by her revealing that she sees you as a mother figure can suggest conflicting emotions in your waking life. The dynamic of unconditional care and maternal love you feel towards her may be intertwined with your unresolved romantic feelings for her. This internal conflict is highlighted by her untimely death in the dream, emphasizing the fear of losing her and the struggle to navigate the boundaries of love and friendship. The race track setting and the high-speed crash can symbolize the fast-paced and unpredictable nature of your emotions towards Catherine, as well as the risks and dangers of navigating a complicated relationship. The image of her body being obliterated and described as "soup" may reflect a sense of helplessness and devastation in the face of losing not only a loved one but also the role you play in her life as a source of care and support. Overall, this dream may be a reflection of your inner turmoil and unresolved feelings towards Catherine, as well as a fear of losing her or not being able to fulfill the complex roles you hold in each other's lives. It may be beneficial to explore these emotions further and perhaps have open and honest conversations with Catherine about your feelings and concerns to clarify the nature of your relationship and find closure or resolution.