Miscarriage/Disappearing Baby

Date: 4/4/2025

I was in a house, wearing jeans and a black sweater with the sleeves rolled up, my hair pulled back in a low ponytail.. my ex, Jimothy, was there (he's a stupid guy so i gave him a stupid name), sitting down at a table. We were talking abt something. Well, he was mainly talking, while I was listening. He appeared upset (and i was agitated just being around him). He was frowning, his lip quivering, and his nose was all snotty and running. After a minute or so, he starts full-on crying and says, "I went into the bathroom to sit in a stall and cry. A couple of other ppl came in after me and were just goofing around, not even using the bathroom or anything. I thought abt kicking them out, making them get out of there in case you possibly needed to use the bathroom for any reason, but I didn't. I should have." His face is down, his shoulders heaving up and down from crying. "I mean, I guess that wd hv been nice of you or whatever, but... what you should have done was not cheat on me. That's what tore us a part. That's why we're not together. Not you not being considerate or thinking abt my bathroom needs or whatever", I say kindof condescendingly while pacing the room. He replies, "I know". I then continue, full-on condescendingly now, "or, you cd hv just kept it to yourself. You had already done it, and I wd hv never known if you hadn't told me. But you just had to let me know what a "good guy" you were. Such a good guy that you cheated on your wife, but, oh, at least you told me!" I'm rolling my eyes at this point, and he's crying even harder. I go into the kitchen. I think I take a pill maybe? And he, still crying, gets a package of chicken wings out of the freezer, puts them into the sink with some running water, and adds all these spices to it. I start feeling fuzzy (hence the reason i think i might hv taken a pill or something like that). He then says, "(somethingsomethingsomething) which is why I have to try with your senses," and he pulls me in front of him at the sink. I allow him to do, and I wriggle myself into a comfortable spot, rubbing my backside against him. As soon as I do this, however, I'm aware of what I'm doing, and I think to myself, "No! I do NOT like this man! Idc how sorry he is, I'm glad he cheated on me bc it gave me a legitimate reason to leave him. I can't fool around with him, no matter how good it wd feel to be with a man right now. Just bc I feel really good and high right now, this feeling is going to wear off and then the reality will be that I had messed around with Jimothy when I want him out of my life". As I was thinking that, he put his arms around me and grabbed my hands. He put them into the water. The warm running water, with the frozen wings, and all the different mixes in the water felt so good when you just ran your hands over and through it all with your eyes closed, just letting all these euphoric feelings just run through you. I was smiling. But then jimothy started kissing/sucking on my neck. As soon as he did, I immediately pulled away and got out of that situation. He ran off crying and his mom, Janet, entered the room. She starts talking to me. At first, I don't remember what she says. I just recall watching her mouth move, thinking to myself how exceptionally ugly this woman is, and has always been. She looks like Frankenstein, and is just as big. Then I start hearing her (or remembering what shes saying anyway). She says that she paid for a few weeks of counseling for him. And she paid for me as well, if I'm interested. She says I shd go, "bc of what happened". She says, "He really loves you, and what happened at your Dr's appt this morning really hurt him. I know it didn't hurt you, you were probably relieved, I think, but... this will affect you. I think you shd go to the counseling. " After thinking to myself, "wow, after all this time, he actually still cares abt me?", I see my drs appt earlier that day. I was at an obstetrician. I was pregnant. Not showing yet, maybe only abt 8 weeks along. He had gotten me pregnant, forcefully. I was laying back in the long chair, and the Dr was doing an ultrasound to check on the baby. This was my second (possibly third) visit. I had been there last week. Last week, we had looked at the baby via sonogram. And she (the doctor) was doing another one just to make sure we were still where we needed to be. But she cdnt find the baby. There was no baby anymore! That doesn't just happen! I didn't hv a miscarriage, per se. The baby just, somehow, "disappeared " And Janet was right. I was relieved when they cdnt find the baby. To me, it was a miracle. And that was it. That is when I woke up.

AI generated interpretation This dream reveals deep emotional conflicts and unresolved issues that you may be experiencing in your waking life. The presence of your ex, Jimothy, symbolizes unresolved feelings and past hurt in a past relationship. His crying and apology in the dream may indicate a desire for closure or acknowledgment of past mistakes. The theme of the miscarriage and disappearing baby could symbolize a loss or a sense of something precious being taken away from you in your waking life. This could relate to a lost opportunity, unfulfilled expectations, or a sense of betrayal. The relief you feel in the dream upon realizing the baby is gone may reflect a subconscious desire to escape from a difficult situation or responsibility. Your interactions with Jimothy in the dream, particularly the sensual moment at the sink, may highlight conflicting feelings of desire and aversion towards him. The realization that you do not actually want to be with him despite the temporary feelings of euphoria suggests a struggle between what you may desire in the moment and what you know is ultimately not right for you. The presence of Jimothy's mother, Janet, offering counseling could symbolize a need for support and guidance in processing your emotions and experiences. The suggestion to attend counseling may reflect a need for self-reflection and healing from past traumas or difficulties. Overall, this dream may indicate unresolved emotional baggage from past relationships, a sense of relief and release from burdens, and a need for self-care and healing. It may be beneficial to explore these themes further in waking life to gain insight and closure.