DO YOU STILL BELIEVE?!

Date: 11/10/2024

My mom picked me up from somewhere. Really quickly we started arguing. She gave me an attitude abt something and I wdnt take it, so I gave her an attitude right back. She asked me, "Do you think giving your mom an attitude and yelling at her is right?" I replied, "When she both started it and was 100% in the wrong, then yes, I do! Once children become adults, the parents need to start respecting them like adults". She said, "it doesn't matter, just come take a look at this" as she pulled into a nice grassy area with a big mobile home on it. "If you like these small things, maybe we should just get you one. You can live here with anyone you want, as long as they don't mind these small things either." We were walking toward the mobile home when she stopped and I turned around to look directly at her and she repeated, "Anyone". Irl just abt a week ago (and many many times before that) she said that when she dies I can live in her house. My husband can't though. And the reason she let me be homeless instead of allowing me to rent her rental house like she had promised was bc she doesn't like my husband. So in the dream, I was surprised that she was implying that he cd stay there with me. She then said, "If you get a few ppl to live there with you, you can collect some rent money". We peered into the kitchen window. There was one small light on in the kitchen, but you cd tell no one was there. She asked if I liked it. I said "yeah, I wonder what it looks like in the rest of the house though". She said, "You dont like it. It's not good enough for you, it's too small!" I said, "no, it looks big, I actually really like it! I just want to know how many bdrms it has and everything." So she walked to the front door. It was unlocked. She opened it and started walking in. I wasn't comfortable doing that and said so. She said it's fine. I walked *really* close behind her, holding onto the back of her sweater. We started walking down a hallway. The bdrm door to the left was opened. I saw a queen-size bed and in the corner, some shelves. Then I saw a young girl, with long brown hair, sitting in front of the shelves looking through some papers. She looked over at me and suddenly disappeared. I tried peering around the shelves but she wasn't there. She had completely disappeared. I turned around and ran out of the house! I knew that was paranormal and i didn't want to see anything else! The dream fast forwards. The very next scene of the dream, I'm in the house again, laying on a large white leather couch. I live here now. I'm falling asleep. Its dark, no lights are on and its late at night, but I see a man through the window of the front door. He's big. I can tell he's white and middle aged. He's built like a linebacker! He's brandishing a weapon of some sort. Half his face is covered with a black cotton face mask, but it doesn't distort his yelling, "DO YOU STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR GOD NOW?!" He gets into the house. I'm still on the couch. He's running right at me, his weapon, I can see now that it's a machete, is held tight in his right hand and he has it held up, ready to swing down on me as soon as he gets to me. Again, he screams, "DO YOU STILL BELIEVE IN YOUR GOD NOW?!" I feel like telling him no might save my life, but that isn't an option. I'm scared, but I will never deny my God, even if it costs me my life. He's on top of me now. I start kicking and screaming. Suddenly, I'm waking up on the white couch, kicking and throwing blankets off of me. It was all a dream. I'm covered in sweat and my heart is racing. My roommate, some black girl, is sitting next to me laughing hysterically. She sees my fear and says, "You hate me so much you thought I was going to kill you, didn't you?! You're so racist!" I was flabbergasted. What was she talking about?! If I hated her it was bc she was a bitch, not bc she was black. Why did she hv to turn it into something racial. I cant stand ppl who make everything abt race. And why did I even let her move in with me in the first place?! I started to try to explain that no, someone was here, he was abt to attack me, he wanted me to deny my God, but I was still so scared over the dream, and so shocked at her being there, laughing, and her reaction, that I cdnt get anything out, just. "No, I...." that was all I could say... I just stood there covered in sweat, looking confused, trying to get my bearings straight until I woke up irl...

AI generated interpretation Your dream contains several significant elements that reflect underlying emotions and concerns in your waking life. The argument with your mother at the beginning of the dream may symbolize unresolved conflicts or tensions in your relationship with her. Your assertiveness in the dream, insisting on being treated as an adult and standing up for yourself, suggests a desire for autonomy and respect in your interactions with her. The mobile home that your mother shows you represents a sense of potential freedom or independence. The offer of living there with your husband, despite her previous disapproval of him, could indicate a desire for familial harmony and acceptance. The appearance of the mysterious young girl and the subsequent paranormal encounter suggest feelings of unease, perhaps related to unresolved emotions or fears. The man with the machete symbolizes a threat to your beliefs or values, particularly in relation to your faith. Your refusal to deny your beliefs even in the face of danger signifies a deep-rooted conviction and strength of character. The presence of your roommate, who accuses you of racism in your dream, may reflect concerns about interpersonal relationships and misunderstandings in your waking life. The fear and confusion you experience in the dream may point to feelings of vulnerability and uncertainty in certain aspects of your life. Overall, this dream highlights themes of conflict, independence, faith, and interpersonal dynamics. It may be beneficial to reflect on these themes and explore any underlying emotions or concerns they may represent in your waking life.