trees

Date: 10/16/2020

so ive climbed to the toppest of the trees where C and some friends are? super high and dangerous and im not welcme? so i drop down literally free fall and catch on to some branches at the bottom and so im "safe". a few cle E dreams... smth with jen? another with a big conference thing at a beach thing and C is there idk if we r talking... but its very cold and its very awkward. i Hate that im dreaming of him. there was a toilet bit... the toilet paper was weird and the toilet bowl was literally attacheh to the Wall. idk how to explain but i was pissing outside of the bowl?? i think i try and meet shak at the beach...but theres also a massive funeral like a huge figure died like buddha? and everyones headed in a direction and so i join...