Fever dreams on the theme of duality

Date: 7/30/2021

By rubslug

Dreamt I was as cheating on Dyl w another part of him and neither relationship was going well. I met the other guy while Dyl and I were in a long fight. I had been w the other guy all night and met Dyl at an event of some kind in a gym. After a bit of silence he said “Jesus Christ does HE have to come home with us?” I said “what does this have to do with him??” We walked around the building and fought, he almost broke up w me. I said sometimes I just feel so steeped in misery I can’t move my lips to talk . He said me too. We shakily glossed over it I guess. Only when I woke up did I realize this second guy doesn’t exist in any form irl— it’s simply another aspect of dylan , or his double. This was after the fever dream/hallucinatory state: In my fever Which is only starting to pass I talked to myself as if I were 2 people. Then my wife joined the picture and I talked as if we were 3. Drinking sink water I thought “maybe if I have some, inadvertently he’ll absorb some too”. Both mes were middle aged men, farmers And kept thinking of sliced deli meat in satin pac portions