Date: 1/15/2024
By alessbd
Keegan and I were in a library and he wanted to have sex. I was hesitant obviously bc we were in a library but he convinced me. We laid on a bench kind of in the back under our clothes but we were naked. I was super nervous the whole time ‘cause there were people around. And it did ultimately backfire ‘cause I guess somebody called the police. Before I knew it 2 cops were there and were putting us in handcuffs. Keegan was being way too chill about it the whole time. They led us out through a back door and they put tracking devices on us. I got in the back of the cop car but Keegan got in the drivers seat - for some reason they let us drive ourselves straight to court. Keegan was super relaxed and was watching a football game on his phone. He kept talking about a team called the “Colorado Beans” and how he was surprised they were winning. We got to the courtroom and our case was heard immediately. I was terrified the entire time bc we were just definitely guilty of public indecency and they were gonna put us away. They brought several witnesses to the stand who were at the library who described what we were doing it was quite mortifying I’m not sure if this was related but at some point during my dream Nikolai was there and we were talking while I was mixing up cookie batter that had m&ms in it. I think I was teaching him how to count or something and he kept getting stuck around 25 and would say it got too hard for him after that and he’d ask me to continue it for him
AI generated interpretation Based on your dream, it seems to reflect feelings of vulnerability, anxiety, and fear of judgment and punishment. The library setting symbolizes knowledge, learning, and intellectual pursuits. It could represent a desire to explore new ideas or engage in personal growth. However, the presence of Keegan and the sexual encounter suggest that you may be torn between pursuing your desires and conforming to societal norms and expectations. The fact that you were hesitant and nervous throughout the encounter indicates a conflict between your personal desires and concern for public opinion. The police and handcuffs symbolize a fear of being caught or exposed. This may reflect a fear of judgment or consequences for your actions or decisions, which could result in feelings of guilt or shame. The tracking devices represent a feeling of being under constant surveillance or scrutiny, further emphasizing the fear of being judged. Keegan's relaxed attitude in the face of arrest suggests either a lack of concern for potential consequences or a disregard for societal norms. This could represent a part of yourself that is more carefree and uninhibited, contrasting with your own feelings of anxiety. The mention of the Colorado Beans and watching a football game could symbolize a temporary distraction or escapism from the stress and anxiety of the situation. It may reflect a desire to focus on something unrelated to the current challenges or to find a way to detach from the intensity of the emotions involved. The courtroom scene and witnesses represent a fear of being publicly exposed and humiliated. The feeling of being definitely guilty and the fear of punishment suggest feelings of guilt or self-blame for your actions or choices. The presence of Nikolai and the cookie batter with M&Ms may represent a sense of nurturing or taking care of someone while feeling overwhelmed yourself. It could also symbolize the need for support and reassurance, as teaching Nikolai to count may represent a desire for stability and simplicity amidst the chaos and uncertainty. Overall, this dream suggests a struggle between fulfilling personal desires and conforming to societal expectations. It highlights your fear of judgment and punishment, as well as your need for support and stability. Exploring these dynamics and understanding the underlying emotions may help you address any conflicting feelings or desires in your waking life.