hostage

Date: 1/13/2017

so i def had a few more dreams last night but the only one i remember is the last one where i was being held hostage or smth with this guy i guess sezually assaulting me dont rly remember the rape n stuff but its obviously heavily implied..at some point theres a lot of black stuff on his face and i am trying to get on his good side n such by basically saying ive fallen in love with him n such and i even kiss him willingly with all that black shit on his face. at some point he even removes the handcuffs and im just lying on the bed. at some parts where he leaves i try n reach out to my phone which is beside the bed on the floor but everytime he runs back in.. so i dont get to do much...but i Think i text hanna and tell her im in trouble. a little while later someone opens the door of the house which is now my house by the way and im on my bed in my room and my mothers opening the front door. as soon as shes inside the living room i take off and run to her and yell at her to call the police. at this point i guess the guy doesnt attempt anything stupid he comes running out n i kinda step on his shoe and hold him in place and call the police myself but the lone doesnt get thru at some point im literally Just stepping on the shoe with no body attached to it if u know what i mean and then the police finally gets thru and i yell at them to hurry so on n on..it was a rly painful moment i guess cus i think i somehow in a very messed up way formed an attachment to him so it was sad handing him over but also such a sense of relief becus before i rly believed i was gonna be held captive for many days weeks n years