Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 6/18/2021
By rubslug
Crowd downstairs chanting .... The house i live in now, started by the window while D and i hugged, “Ruby’s in the closet , Ruby’s in the closet.” D was rly fat when he showed up and sweating and saying nonsense I asked if he was on drugs and he joked then I took him into another room and was like im serious ab it he was like no I’m not rubes . We ordered a pizza even tho he made manicotti for us (wasn’t called that in the dream and featured meat instead of cheese.) and then suddenly he grew tan skinny and waay taller than real life. His friend (N?) there and lil. Then group of crazy people , chanting ...I realized tjey were coming Up the stairs. Everyone else got good hiding spots but lil and i only had time to hide behind a door in the first bedroom. A Man with a blue pulled over his face and sweat stains found us, shut the door, silent but breathing audibly .. end / Hell dream . I was in some kind of legal trouble moved to Orlando cuz D had a friend there named Thermaine after i wasted several days there (Long dream sequences i can’t remember now) with bugs and moving houses cuz of violence, meeting s few strange people, there, i finally met the guy in the office of a trailer park, dressed to the nines in velvet and a wifebeater and drunk.. first I was sweet I was so glad to meet someone finally to talk to then he became sexual and violent with me can’t remember how it ended but I remember descending into total hysteria and thinking how sorry everyone would be for the suffering they caused The last one D was there again, it was a strange house, my hometown house, but washed out and beige with carpet and ugly furniture and small red pillows. My dad seemed older and dumber and sat in a lazyboy watching tv . It was the first time he was meeting my parents and i was incredibly embarrassed by how despondent he was , how strange the house looked and the air hung stale, then my mom came in sobbing and kneeled on the carpet ... D seemingly had enough and left, i was angry and asked her what she was upset about — she’d seen something bad happen to one of the neighbors, abuse to a kid or a woman , I began to console her out of obligation and still felt hostile — mom also seemed older and confused —- until I realized no... she’s right and I can’t face all the sorrow in the world