I think I'm insane

Date: 1/10/2019

I dreamt I was younger and I met a blonde girl at a hospital named megan. I know we really liked each other. She said she was new to the area and didnt know anyone or even had a place to go. So I brought her to my small hometown and we held hands and walked and I asked her...do you want to change? You're wearing the same clothes. She said yes my aunt works at the hospital here we can go there. We go and her aunt is at the desk in front. She let's us go back where she gave her solid white Scruggs. It is night now. My mom was going to pick us up. We leave and mom says....you know there is this museum of mental health history at the mental health center in another, bigger town. Let's go. So we go. We walk in and suddenly megan starts acting really weird. She starts acting like a toddler. Like screaming and laughing like a kid. Then burst into tears. I keep asking what is wrong with you? Finally she snaps out of it and a nurse comes to get her and the girl says I need to call my husband. She leads megan to a phone and sits with her. Mom says I'm going to go outside just let me know when you two are ready. I walk around for a while and I see....a ton of people I know except they arent them. They are people that...idk. I was in a center once and it was them except now their conditions are far, far worse. Violent if they could even talk at all. They were way outside their minds. Far beyond help. I wanted to leave and so I ran outside and I said mom...forget this they are going to institutionalize her let's just go. Mom said...I know. We are at the Lament Mental Institution. This is a state hospital. I thought she was better. Look at her shirt. I look at her dirty shirt and sure enough....Lament State Hospital for the Mentally Ill. Mom insisted on at least checking on her before we go. We walk in and she is sitting there at a table where a phone is. Smile. Mom said....oh I see what it is. You just dont want to meet her husband and she's breaking down that is why she is acting out. Maybe she is hurt inside and you just dont want to deal with her. I say...mom no, that isnt it, she told me she had never even been to this town. She told me she didnt know anyone and that's why she was upset. Suddenly she has a husband here and her aunt works in one of the smallest towns in our state! I ran away. I ran out outside and suddenly...bam! I'm walking down the hallway of the hospital......except this time, I'm walking to get checked out. There's my mom. As mom is checking me out I'm waiting and near me is a couple talking to a blonde girl except now she is older. They keep telling her... Dont worry anymore he cant touch you again. He cant hurt you. Neither can your mom but we cant take care of you anymore. Forget about that old town bc these people understand you. This is home now. I left lament hospital and It skips to days later and I called the hospital. I ask...hi just wondering, is there a patient there named Megan? She had just been admitted days ago by her uncle and aunt.