A YouTuber, A Secret Admirer and a Breakdown in My Work Placement.

Date: 8/9/2017

By amandalyle

I was hanging out with my friend kylie and some hippy YouTuber called Koi Fresco (who makes videos about lucid dreams and spiritual stuff!) we were all getting on like a house on fire and I remember feeling a little bit star struck. I then realised that I had forgetting maxi's (my son) swimming stuff. I saw him crying outside in the street and rushed over to see what was wrong. He had burnt himself on a candle wick that the teachers had given him and I was rubbing the burn with a wet flannel. I also glared at the teacher in disgust. By the time I got back, Koi had gone. He was off on his travels again and I was sad that I didn't get to say goodbye. Next scene; I was being served by a lady at Morrisons check out who kept being overly flirty with me. She spoke about how cold it was and asked me if I was ready for Christmas and I said, "but it's summer!" But then I realised I was wearing a great big coat and several scarfs. On my walk home, I bumped into her again and she asked me for my number. I made reference to the fact that I was married, because I sensed that she was into me. She looked disappointed when I told her, but then she said, that she was glad she has my number as she can now pass it onto her work colleague who fancies me. "Please don't!" I begged, but she didn't hear me ... she had already wondered off. Her gran had picked her up on the back of her Harley Davidson and whisked her away. Next scene; I was at St Margaret's Hospice and was getting in a bit of pickle. I started to cry because I felt like a failure and a burden. I also felt like no one there liked me. A girl I recognised from high school (called Abbey) hugged me and told me she didn't want me to go and that it wouldn't be the same without me. I then had second thoughts and decided to stay ... but continued to mess up and get under people's feet.