Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/4/2021
By blucanary
They were just children. A boy and a girl. But there was something about them. A story between them that was yearning to be told. A story of love. Love that was had and love that was lost. And I was to be the one to witness their story. I first see these two children when they were only about 5 years old. A little boy with a buzzcut of brown hair and brown eyes, chasing a little blonde girl with blue eyes of the same age through a field. Both laughing, playing with the glee and innocence of any child their age, yet with an aura of a destiny they could not break free from, as if their life had already been written out, and they were but characters on a stage not permitted to deviate from the script. As I watch them frolic through the wheat-grass, their mothers standing close by quietly chatting with one another, the scene before me blurs, and another takes its place. There is no narration or explanation of any kind, nor does there need to be. Somehow I instinctively know what I am seeing. It is the same boy and girl. Older now. Older, but in years past. Their previous life. They are about seventeen here. They are again laughing and giddy and full of love for one another. Life is great. But young love is fickle. A young heart can find love in each new pretty face, as this young boy was about to learn. An old friend of theirs had just returned to town. He and the girl had dated briefly, but he hadnt been a good boyfriend, having been slightly abusive. Though not a good boyfriend, the boy and girl still gladly accepted him as a friend. He met up with the young lovers. The boy went off for something...maybe to grab drinks or maybe simply to relieve himself. Whatever it was, he was not gone long. When he returned, however, the girl was in the other young mans arms, her legs wrapped around his waist, a huge smile on both of their faces from the passionate kiss they had just shared. The boy was heartbroken. He knew that he and the girl were meant to be, that their love was special, was forever, and that his heart could never belong to another. His lips would never taste anyones lips but hers, and that she so freely was allowing another man to taste them damaged not only his heart, but his very soul as well. In another blur of the scene, I am now taken back to their next life. To them as children. The pain and hurt that the girl had caused the boy was so deep and so severe that he held onto it and brought it with him into this new life. Their mothers once again get the children together for a play date. The little girl is brought to the little boys house. The moms put the kids on the back porch to play while they settle themselves inside on the couch with a glass of wine and an abundance of gossip to occupy their time while the children play. Back on the porch, the little girl, her blonde hair in two pigtails, is playing with some toys, her back to the boy. The boy is simply watching her. Biding his time. Until the perfect moment to raise the scissors in his hands and bring them down upon her back and neck, as many times as he can before he is stopped! She will pay for what she did to him in their previous life. She will pay for acting like a little slut! She deprived him of her love. And now he will deprive her of her life. And just as he was given no explanation as to why, neither will she know why her best friend is now killing her. He couldn't wipe the smile off his face from a justice that he found so perfect. Of course, no one else would understand. But that was alright. He didn't need them to. He knew what she had done. He knew why he had to punish her. That is all that mattered. Now that they were even, he knew that in their next life they can once again be together and share in their eternal love as it was always meant to be.
AI generated interpretation Your dream contains vivid imagery and complex emotions that reflect inner conflict and unresolved feelings. The narrative of the boy and the girl experiencing love, loss, betrayal, and revenge across different lifetimes can be interpreted as a reflection of your own subconscious processes and emotions. The boy and the girl represent different aspects of yourself, with the boy symbolizing your vulnerability, desire for love, and the pain of betrayal, while the girl symbolizes feelings of guilt, conflict, and potentially self-destructive behaviors. The theme of eternal love and revenge in the dream suggests a deep yearning for emotional connection and justice, as well as a desire to reconcile past hurts and conflicts. The childhood imagery in the dream may reflect a sense of innocence and purity that is contrasted with the darker themes of betrayal and revenge, indicating a struggle between past experiences and present emotions. The boy's act of revenge towards the girl can be seen as a metaphor for inner turmoil and the need to confront and resolve unresolved feelings of anger and hurt. Overall, the dream may be highlighting your subconscious processing of past emotional wounds and the need to address and heal these conflicts in order to move towards a more positive and fulfilling future. It may be beneficial to explore these themes further through self-reflection, therapy, or other forms of emotional processing to gain insight and resolution.